Sad Sad Sad

It's been so long since I posted that I just took 20 minutes to figure out how to post.  I am just that computer illiterate.  And now that was all the time I had and now I need to help make sure my kids are not cleaning by putting their laundry under their bed and in the toy bin.  Where do you even begin when you only blog once every 6 months?  Why is everyone I know so on the ball and able to multitask and be amazing in so many things while I feel like most of the time I am barely able to hold things together  There are so many things that I want to do and learn--and my daily life goes on in chaos so that at the end of the day, I am exhausted and wondering what in the world I accomplished.  Maybe blogging better would help with that.  I am not silly enough to compare my blog to anyone else's, so maybe I could at least look at the little things I accomplish and see that my kids are amazing and thriving despite me, and we are having fun and finding a lot of joy in each day.   The only reason I am even here now is because Travis took Noah to a scout campout, and because we ate a random dinner that didn't make a huge mess, yet my kitchen is still messy and I am ignoring it for the moment. 

Things I want to do but am just getting overwhelmed by. 
1.  Exercise consistently!  Get in great shape and feel great!  These blasted allergies are making it so difficult to get up early in the morning, which would solve so many things.
2. Get up early =)
3.  Start couponing again and spend less on groceries!  How much is normal to spend, because we spend A LOT...
4. Start really really eating healthier and making all of the healthy wonderful things I read about so often but never get to....
5. Study my scriptures more
6.  Be more organized with my own daily routines and also with the kids' chores
7.  Go hiking and enjoy the great outdoors more!

And I leave right now knowing that I risking never coming back and posting anything, but I am planning to comeback and post pictures and highlights from the past 6 months.....toodles =).